Right now I'm at wanna do city with my brother. He is enjoying playing around and seeing what things they have here. Went to Pats house this mroning and I feel bad because I slept all day there and didn talk to him. But we did get mad stoned.lol. I'm happy about that! I just want to be with him and love him. I never feel the time we spend toghther is good enough.I want him to realize what he means o me nt just as my boyfriend but as my goal in life. I want to make him happy with no doubt.I love him so much and I just want him to be happy. Happpy dammit. I just want to be happy. Last night I drank all this dxm and I was feeling super good. I'm gonna try it when I get my check and see how it is on a full 8 mg. Well I have yo go ttyl journal bye.